Hello,

My name is Carrie (formaly known as Paul)

I have started living my life as a female for just over 3 months now, I am not happy with my body and since the age of 14 I have always concidered myself to be a girl. I use to always try on girls clothes which was hard not to get caught.

I have been to the doctors and he said he was going to refer me, I am just a bit worried as I havnt heard anything yet and I am think now if he did actually put the referal in?

My biggest fear is to be not back and for the doctors to say I am not eligable to have the operation done, if that was to happen I would take matters in to my own hands.

I have wrote two songs about me, and being a girl. Maybe phyically I am not female, but I was born female mentally

I would like any information you guys have I would really appricate it
Thank You
Carrie xxxx